October 14, 2010
          I am so tired of tutoring. :(.........oh yeah...my motto. :( ....I forgot.......*sigh*.... :) gotta smile and bear through it. Can't worry about the "You are totally stupid", look, that my tutor gives me (I don't think he means to though)....I am sure I have a talent that he hasn't....but what?.......Welding?.......I CAN play violin....psh yeah right.....fixing things..(ha ha some talent)..... :) keep smiling Whitney.....um......ok, seriously, what talents do i possibly possess? Ones that I actually KNOW something about........ :) ....keep it up, smile...........Swimming....wait, is he a lifeguard? I don't think so....oh I don't know......hmm......I gotta think of something, or else I am going to be miserable for the whole semester, feeling stupid..... :) .......music...oh wait...that's the rest of the family..........um.....man, this is hard.....really hard.......hmmm I wasnt to bad at ballet...I think.....oh wait....Katie was the good one.... :) ..........well....Ich weiß, ein bisschen Deutsch... :) ...aber nur ein bisschen......yeah ...but maybe he does too....hmmm......Ich will nicht mehr zu gehen....Lächeln.... :) ...Oh what does it really matter, I am good in something! Obviously God thinks so! He has told me himself! :)  Ich muß lächeln!!!! ha ha lol, I need to take German again while I am up here. :) lol