October 7, 2010
          I haven't had the best day today. I mean it want horrible by any means, just a little........I don't know, gloomy. (Maybe its because it rained. but I love the rain...*shrug*) I am also really tired. I don't know why, but I am. The mentor didn't ask about the violin today. I am glad, I was kinda worried. (ok, worried is such an understatement.) Paranoid! Gosh! I have to get over this! I am the same way with Kris, the tutor, and several other people. I don't like the surprise of seeing people I know unless I know they will already be there, before hand! UGH! Its nice, AFTER the sickening surprise. I hate it! I don't want to be like this, but there is nothing I can do to change it. I just am so tired today. I worked on my song today. (Endless Pleasure, Semele) Oh my gosh! I haven't practiced it in a while, so I am REALLY out of practice. I have to preform it on Monday for the master class.