9/23/11
      :) I can't believe I have a boyfriend. He is just so amazing! :) haha I seriously never thought I'd get one, and yet, here one is. :P lol. Its still so weird for me to think that he's mine, and he WON'T be looking for/at any other girls. He's so respectful to women, and kind to people. He's respectfully gentle with me, but doesn't use the excuse that I'm "too fragile" (No pain, no game!). He compliments me all the time, tells me I'm cute/beautiful even on days when I'm really not so fun to look at. He makes me feel happy, and worth something, inside. haha and I get butterflies when I look at him (haha and goodness, THAT hasn't happened in a while!). I've never had this sort of attention come from a boy before, where the attention stays strictly on me, and doesn't wander to another girl. :) .....Know what? I believe I'm developing feelings for him, and I'm kinda liking it. (Not going to lie, I've always hated dating, with a passion! But, I am enjoying this part. Having someone who shows that he cares, makes me smile and feel wanted.) Ha ha, I know God has got a plan going on for me, but I''m glad he's fit this guy in here, and especially at this moment. :) I didn't think that God remembered me, when it came to dating, and guys. Well, I guess I was wrong, haha and I'm glad. God knows what I need, and when I need it. :) I'm glad someone understands.