December 6, 2010
          I am worried! About a lot of things, especially basic musicianship. Its not that I don't try in that class, because I honestly do! I really do! I just can't grasp any of the concepts! What is happening to me? I didn't have the best memory before I came to college, but now its seems to be worse! I can't remember anything. WHY??? It was Andrea who had a concussion, not me!!! I don't know what to do! I just want to pass! Even barely pass, I JUST WANT TO PASS! I need a new brain or something! I need memory backup! *sigh* I guess it will come all in good time......all in good time.....I hope.